Why aren't you real?
Why you have to break my heart?
Why don't you live with me?
Forever and always
Why it had to be only in my dreams?
I love you and you say the same
but you show your love causing me more pain
hurting my heart fiercely
eating it like a beast
and blowing it into smithereens
burning it, making it dust.
There's another question too
Am i real?
maybe it's inside out
maybe you are real and me not
and maybe it's you who feel pain
pain because the emptyness we have inside
pain because we are separated
because we are in different sides.
All i wish is have your love
All i wish is be beside you
All i wish is be by your side
All i wish is gaze with you the Moon and the stars.
You live in Halloween
Meanwhile i live here
there is called too "the nightmare"
but the only nightmare i know is here
this nightmare that is a cage
and i'm waiting for you to save me
to save me of this nightmare without dreams.
I'm sure about only one escape of this nightmare
and it's my dreams
where i fly on my broom with you to Halloween
the only one place where my dreams came true
where i finally can live with you.
My story "Leon's adventure" is the other face of my emotions
that story means all that i want
all that i want as Ariadna Lora
as your love, your sweet
the girl that here just rest in peace
and there comes to life
she comes and say to you "hi"
The truth is that she miss you a lot
because she ever really met you
because you are just an emotion
the most wonderful emotion
but the most hurtful too
and it's called "the fantasy".
Sometimes i want to walk along the desert
just to see the mirage of you
just to see you when i'm going to die insolate
I think that i finally found my way to die
my way to finish with this deep emptyness.
The emptyness is something that consume me from inside
that makes my heart scream of pain
that makes me cry everyday
that fills my eyes of tears
that fills my soul of sadness
that makes me feel so miserable.
Sometimes i feel zealous of Jack
why he got his wish?
why not me?
his dream was a big mistake
and he was so blind to see
but mine is different
although it's maybe a bit egoistic
but it makes me feel happy and doesn't hurt anyone
my wish is just be with my love
and i'm not going to spoil it
as Jack did with Christmas
it was an accident, it was a mistake
one that i really don't want to make
but i won't, i promise
and i'll give my soul if i break that
if i lie in front of my wish
in front of my precious dream.
But i can't talk about my wish
I can't talk about my dream
I can't talk about what is in Halloween
I can't talk about you
because you are just a fantasy
because you really don't exist
because you are a lie of my mind
a dream that i will never reach with my hands.
If you just were real
If you just were here with me
Or if i just were there with you
in the land that have you as the king
in the land of your beloved Halloween
in the land where my dreams will finally came true
in the land where finally i will meet you
sitting on the top of Spiral Hill
with you finally beside me
with you finally giving me a kiss
with you finally joying me
and with me finally joying you
because forever i will love you
although you are not real
although maybe all this is insane
but i'm not crazy and am i at the same time
i'm crazy for you
for my true love
for the only one who can fill my emptyness
although you are not real
you are still the bone daddy that i always loved
and i promise again for my soul
that i will never leave you.
I think it's all. I will not upload more at least in a good long time. I thank again Jack Nightmare 2 U to give me inspiration. I wouldn't decide or do this without talking with you before!